This alone is worth the 2 hour round trip drive to see Josiah every day. This fills my heart with so much joy.  This gives me hope our boy will be back home someday soon.

However, this is Josiah, thinking if he allows a quick embrace, I will leave.  Immediately afterwards, he always pushes me away, as if to say, ‘There, I am done with you, now go.” Baby steps!  This is a work in progress. I’ll be patient.

Today, I’m just going to leave many, many times.